Today was one of those days. I woke up with anxiety especially from nightmares and maybe because of the nyquil that was consumed the night before. Everything was going from bad to worse and then I looked at my bank account and realized that I overdrew my account. It was the last straw and I couldn't get over how well I was doing until this point. I had to get out of the house and just drove.
I drove until I couldn't drive anymore and then I just sat there and thought about everything. When are things going to get better? Is this the worse that's going to happen?
After a few hours of thinking I drove back home and slept for awhile. I guess taking a nap helped my mental state. I guess when I really need to sleep I will sleep.
I need comfort right now.
My sister finally cooked dinner a couple nights ago. This was barbequed spareribs that was braised for a couple of hours, sauteed green beans with mushrooms, garlic and shallots and all eaten with garlic mashed potatoes.
I ate as much as I could and realized how comforting this meal was.
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