Monday, October 11, 2010

I am now back on blogspot. It was a big decision since I know wordpress has a lot more layout options and a lot more people blog on wordpress but I'm not really computer-savvy and it just made more sense that I move back here.

Today was one of those days. I woke up with anxiety especially from nightmares and maybe because of the nyquil that was consumed the night before. Everything was going from bad to worse and then I looked at my bank account and realized that I overdrew my account. It was the last straw and I couldn't get over how well I was doing until this point. I had to get out of the house and just drove.

I drove until I couldn't drive anymore and then I just sat there and thought about everything. When are things going to get better? Is this the worse that's going to happen?

After a few hours of thinking I drove back home and slept for awhile. I guess taking a nap helped my mental state. I guess when I really need to sleep I will sleep.

I need comfort right now.
My sister finally cooked dinner a couple nights ago. This was barbequed spareribs that was braised for a couple of hours, sauteed green beans with mushrooms, garlic and shallots and all eaten with garlic mashed potatoes.

I ate as much as I could and realized how comforting this meal was.

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2 comments:

  1. hey, you moved?! it's a cute blog!

    i used to take nyquil for a whole month to help me sleep. omg this gave me a really bad anxiety! i had to stop taking it because it was affecting academically and socially!

    i asked the same thing too. but its going to get better when we least expect it );

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  2. Nice of your sis to cook. That looks fantastic!

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